hamillana ✿

Jamila Angel's diary

My Diary ✿

Small moments deserve to be remembered too.

27 September 2026

Rain & highlighted pages

today felt beautifully ordinary.

I brought Dosage of Serotonin to a café and spent almost two hours reading beside the window. The coffee became cold because I kept stopping to underline sentences that felt like they had been written for me.

On the walk home it started raining. Instead of running, I slowed down. Sometimes I think healing looks exactly like that— choosing to walk instead of rushing.

“Maybe happiness is collecting highlighted pages, warm coffee, pressed flowers, and songs that understand you before people do.”

Today's soundtrack

🎧 About You — The 1975
Pressed flower
October 2026

The month waiting for memories

leave room for beautiful surprises.

I don't want every diary page to be filled immediately. I want this one to stay unfinished, because future me deserves somewhere to place new stories.

Things I hope happen

• Visit another café ☕
• Finish another chapter 📚
• Photograph more rainy skies 🌧️
• Buy fresh flowers 🌸
Flower
November 2026

A letter to my future self

if you're reading this...

I hope you can be strong no matter where life takes you in. And if not, I am proud of you for surviving.

In every “padayon” that carries a meaning to carry on, holds its contrary, “pahuway”. To remind yourself to rest and took a break that you deserve.

Keep choosing progress over perfection.
Flower
← Return to my bedroom